That’s right, this weekend it hit me: I’m addicted to adrenaline. I was at the Bands of America Grand Nationals competition to do photography for my high school Alma matter, and I realized that I haven’t been genuinely nervous since I was there playing a solo in front of some ten thousand people or so. We had a late slot for semi’s, or maybe it was prelims – I really don’t remember, and everyone was there to hear awards announced. Come to think of it, it may have been at a regional. Anyway, I digress. I remember having that pit in my stomach, but still going out and facing the nerves head on. And this weekend, it dawned on me that the reason I want to do all of the “extreme” type sports (i.e. – rock climbing, sky diving, etc) has been to get that nervous feeling, that pit in my stomach, but to keep moving on.
Wyatt, Tim, and I have discussed more than once planning a skydiving trip, and I’m going to hold them to it. We’ll schedule it and go jump out of a plane (after the training – Wyatt and I want to pull our own chutes the first time – cuz in addition to being adrenaline junkies, we’re also control freaks). I want to go out camping in the back woods where there’s no civilization around – and see the beauty of nature – but also be in a situation that I’ve never been in before. I like being challenged, and conquering things. I want to learn to fly a plane, and get licensed. That’s right – I don’t just want to do all of these things, I want to do them to become proficient enough to share the fun with others.
I’ve heard skydivers talk about how they are nervous before each jump. And I’ve heard rock climbers talk about some of the perils of taking a big fall on a rock. That danger makes it more fun! Concentrating on something until that’s the only thing your mind is doing – where each breath is taken because you’re not busy with something else. I guess you could say its almost Zen-like in that regard – fully aware of everything going on in your world at that moment – whether the moment lasts for hours, minutes, or just a few seconds.
Live life to its fullest – challenge yourself beyond your comfort zone – and when you’re going, INVITE ME!!!